how long hadnt euu been smiling?

i hate this..
i hate it when everytime its time for a good sleep,
i hate to settle things with euu,
i hate when euu threaten me to death.
euu wan jiu settle face to face..
liddat then euu go beat eurself everything..
its not a way to settle this..
i told euu that i wanna euu to forget the past.
but euu keep use the past to pressure me..
i don like it..
now i hate it..
i wanna sleep..
i am so tired..
really really tired.. :'(
why cant euu let me off to sleep...?
not i wut..
its just that i don sleeep enough i donno wut will happen..
i am sick..
do euu even know..?
euu claim that i don care about euu,
i don love euu,
i don treat euu better..
then tell me..
euu didnt even ask anything when i am having an ache in my stomach.
euu didnt even care to reply each and everytime
i text euu goodnite or wut..
i keep remember that euu always reply to her.
and i wanna treat euu better..
but every time i talk to euu,
euu only will say past past past.
i said i don like past,
i don like euu saying it..
i don like now our quarreling..
did euu even try not to..?
euu said that euu are dying from this..
wut about me..?
i am so tired..
crying in the bedroom..
i cant do anything..
i am like so dead in my bed..
but euu..?
crying because euu remember the past..
not even thinking wut can euu do better..
i am trying to do everything better for euu.
but euu just cant accept the future..
please..
just go to sleep.
tmr..
i will meet euu at eur houz..
meet about 12pm..
so that we can eat lunch together.
meet late because i need prepare eur present.
just 7 more days..
i wanna make euu happy..
so i must do this..
so tmr..
12pm..
go eat kuaychup.
ohkay?
sleep now bah.
sleep baobao oh.

-Chloe.

Labels: make this boii's life better., to god

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