today sleep 4hours.. damn tired..
then wake liao go find byie..
then BIGBIG quarrel..
so tired. :'(
then eye damn uncomfortable..
keep blur..
swollen..
keep drop tears...
i love the feelings that i cant sleep.
i love it..
i wanna sleep..
then mummy keep calling me just now at byie's houz..
then when meet until her,
then she say.
i buy iphone for myself le.
now euu regret le bah?
i keep thinking to myself..
why must liddat..
why..?
why everything regret..
i am also a human..
i need sleep..
i need rest..
i need adoration from byie..
but..
nowadays..
I very guailan.
DAMN FUCKING GUAILAN..
i am so tired..
i just need some rest..
just a little bit..
last time..
i sleep..
i take one hour lying on bed..
now..
not i lie on bed..
i see my bed i fly go there,
immediately sleep..
then just now..
go take alot alot things..
by myself..
my hand..
so painful..
so weak..
i hate this weak feelings..
but when i just take one roasted duck..
my hand like gonna tear out soon..
it hurts alot..
alot alot..
then uncle don care..
just dump everything to me..
even my leg also numb numb..
cnnt walk properly when take all the things..
i hate this weak feelings..
it makes me so tired being weak..
couldnt do anything at all.. :'(
so helpless..
i have been missing euu so much..
the one that will sayng me..
the one that will hughug me tightly..
the one that will not make me hurt..
i know all this things is my fault..
but..
spare me some time..
i gotta sleep..
i wanna sleep le.
or make a deal..
for my sleeping time..
one hour one beat..
then i sleep..
then euu beat me..
cos i really cant do anything le..
i need rest..
i need to..
i am crazy now..
i wanna sleep..
i am so so so tired.. :'(

tmr..
8am at eur houz..
i only have 4 dollars..
i wanna sleep..
euu beat me tmr..
6h,.. so 6 times..
ohkay..?
Thanks,,
i love euu alot.. :'(

-Chloe.

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