I donwanna keep anything from euu..
Just..
I know I shouldn't say this to euu but..
Today..
Yingzhi asked me..
Euu and shuyiing still together..?
I said..
Yupp.. Why...?
She said..
Shuyiing said break le..?

I donno Wut to say..
Thinking.. 1hours plus more..
Our Anniversary..
Yet All I know..
I pour my tears in my stomach..
Until I go home and cry myself to sleep..
I feel like..
Wut am I to euu..?
Wut am I..?
Why must I do this..?
Euu were to meet me..
At Ahma houz..
Where were euu...?
I could only home..
Cry and cry...
Drop tears as much as I donwan to..
Sit down on the floor..
Crying like nobody business..
I know..
Wut luo Lao shi saying..
But she's not right..
Is that until something happen..
Then we would know..
When tears doesn't do anything anymore..
I donwanna be eur fren..
I donwanna be..
I donwanna be eur fren that would keep eur secrets and listen to eur heart words.
I donwanna ever know Wut euu thinking in eur brain..
Cos I cant think of the feeling of sitting beside euu yet I can't hughug euu..
I can't think of hearing eur voice yet I can't hear I love euu..
I donwanna do that..
Just leave me alone..
I beg of euu..
I donwanna blame myself Everytime thinking of euu..
I donwanna think myself suffering yet no one cares yet I can't speak out about it..
I donwanna think about everything..
Tmr..
I will meet euu 12 at causeway point..
Buy the 5plus show..
Then I wanna bring euu somewhere I didn't go before.
I had been planning it..
Since last year..
I just hope to see euu there..
I I had to make everything on time.
So I can't go to eur houz and fetch euu..
Meet at cinema..
Be home by 7.
I would appreciate if euu come.
I hope euu don't mind that it is just two of us.


-Chloe.
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