All I need..
Was euu..
All I wanna do is to keep euu safe.
I don care whether a slap,a strangle, a scolding from euu, I just wanna keep euu safe and sound.
Today.
I went to temple..
To pray.
All for euu..
Ahma came second.
Family came third.
I don care if euu can see.
I don care if euu can feel.
I have that things..
Feeling so weak,weak..
My leg..
Cramping since morning.
Stomache this morning..
Went to there..
Almost feel like kneeling..
Just pray..
And go..
Mummy and jie go shopping..
I just follow..
Ask mummy whether can go out..
But can't..
Almost beat me up over there saying that I keep on go out..
And then back home..
Finally resting..
Leg were cramping..
Stomach was aching..
Just wish to hear eur voice..
Even if it's not I love euu..
I wish to hear..
Ignoring call..
Telling me..
I was harming euu..
I am sowie..
In the end..
Why euu keep angry..
Because I am the one actually harming euu..
I am the one actually hurting euu and eur family..
I won't hurt euu anymore..
Euu text..
Called telling me not to call euu Byie..
Hubbie..
Darlingg..
And euu said euu won't call me Byie anymore..
I hate hearing that..
I am once abandon..
Darlingg..
I am sowie I am the harm..
I won't let euu get harmed again..
I am sowie..
I know euu hate looking at me..
Tmr..
I will ask yanqin to help me pass the chocolate to euu..
Although its not worm..
Tell guguluu I am sowie..
It's just a cheap chocolate..
Tell guguluu that I am a cheap mother..
Sowie..
My leg is cramping..
I am tired..
I can't do my homework..
Can't focused..
I wonder how I am gonna hand in work..
Maybe I drop..
Drop jiu drop..
I don exist..
Don exist in this world..
Don exist in eurs too..


-Chloe.
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