对不起，我就是那么恶心。
我讨厌身旁每一个靠近你的人。
洪静文只是其中之一。
我讨厌华文因为她。
我讨厌恶心的我。
知道我多讨厌现在的自己吗？
动不动就讨厌人。
我觉得好辛苦。
可是，你只会管她。
我就摆在后面。
我讨厌这样。
I really hate everything come first before me.
Anyway..
I really wanna go genting with euu.
I know..
I ruin eur date with her this weekend.
Sowie about that.
Now yes.
This is how crazy I am thinking when euu donwan to care for me.
Keeping me in silent.
I am dumb.
Stupid me.
This is who I am.
My favourite subject..
Just because of euu..
I hate it so much..
Know Wut?
Teacher also don believe me.
Yes.
I am a attention seeker from euu!!
I admit that!!
I know it's useless cos euu have someone else in eur heart!!!
Still said that eur heart only fit me.
Ya.
Cos euu chased me out and let her in.
Thats all.. :'(
I hate crying..
Everynite again..
To myself.
Just to not let euu ask me shutup.
I won't want euu to know my feelings anymore.
I hate letting ppl to know how I feel..
Just plain useless..
Wont do anything.
If I tell euu my feelings,
All euu do is yell in my ears said about other ppl when euu are the one having her and euu tell me is to revenge me.
I hate everything liddat..
Why..?
Why can't euu care..?
I hate myself.
I am a disgusting irritating idiot.
I am damn selfish.


-Chloe.
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