No.
Hubbie donwan me anymore.
I just wanted to save this relationship.
But I donwan to torture him le.
I donwan him to be sad already.
I had enough of him sad.
I donwan him to live in fear like me.
I donwan him to live in pain.
No.
I will give up this relationship as long as hubbie is in pain.
But for so long.
Both of us don cry.
Cos.
It became from care to numb.
To me,
I care I still care..
But I just can't show my feelings le.
I felt everything just keep tangling by a thread..
Anytime will drop..
I want hubbie to be happy..
So I let him go..
I wished he will come back to me..
But..
He didn't..
He was rather happy..
He wasn't sad anymore..
I think..
He don love me anymore..
So..
I won't cry..
I won't..
I just wanna hug hubbie.
I wanna feel his heat..
Cos..
Over the phone..
He is so cold..
So heartless..
As if everything is none of his business..
Haishh..
I wanna bring him to some where.
I can't tell.
And I wanna give him something also.
I hope he will still want me back.
I post this because I know he won't see this blog.
So he won't know. :)
Hao le.
I am kinda tired..
But hubbie is still outside..
I wanna go out of houz..
Maybe downstairs..
To rest awhile before putting an act infront of family again.
Hao le.



-Chloe.
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