Tot everything was better.
It came back the same.
I tot Dada changed..
To become doting on me.
But no.
Nothing was different.
Changed subject.
Now everything became my fault again.
Dada love Eunice..
I won't say anything anymore..
I won't give comment anymore..
Go ahead and love her..
I won't be like all those dramas..
Go find the 狐狸精..
I won't..
Because in the end..
Euu will go to her..
I find or don find her,
The result is same..
Euu will leave me..
I donwanna do this anymore..
Thinking of things scaring myself.
Feeling insecure when euu don care.
Happy like mad when euu just be little good to me.
I donwan to have moodswings because of euu.
Donwanna think of Wut to do when jingwen talk to euu.
Dada.
I really miss euu..
But don matter how I tried to get eur heart back.
I always felt..
All I had..
Was eur empty shell..
Eur heart..
All with her..
I donwanna know..
Donwanna think..
Donwanna shed tears for euu when euu don care..
Don matter how hard I convince myself..
That euu love me..
I still felt..
Euu are sick of me..
Euu don hug me like euu used to..
Tight and close..
When I wanna a hug..
Euu just hughug..
Ohkay..
That's it..
Last time euu made sure I let go before euu let go..
When I just wanna euu to piggy back me..
Euu just say..
So many ppl..
Donwan can..?
Last time euu will straight bend down..
For me to climb..
Are euu getting disturb by me...?
Euu..
Donwan me anymore...?
Euu..
Hate me...?
I hate looking into eur eyes hearing euu hate me..
I won't..
Look into eur eyes anymore..
Each and Everytime..
I cry..
I told myself..
Euu is because busy lately..
So neglect me..
But now..
I know..
It's not neglect..
It's euu found someone better..
Go bah..
I hope I won't beat my heart until it has got bruise..
Nite..
I sleep le..



-Chloe.
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