Today.
School.
I saw hubbie smiling at jingwen..
I drop tears..
But no one saw.
Luckily I wipe it in time.
After school..
Then purposly stay back.
Did my things.
Then I wait until hubbie almost finish at cca.
Then bought green tea and sports drink..
Donno hubbie like anot.
But got drink.
Then awhile..
Meet in bus..
Then went to fish shop.
Ahma house.
Quarrel with hubbie.
He end my call.
He say my phone spoil.
Nevermind.
Still hang up my call.
I totally hate it.
Then awhile.
Call again.
Then donwan talk.
Until awhile then talk.
Then keep scolding me when it's his fault.
I know.
Eunice and jingwen is eur favourite.
To me only scolding.
I know euu smile at them.
Euu love them.
I know I know!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it!!!!!
Totally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate euu fucking smile at them!!!!
Still not enough!!!
Athena!!!!!
Woah!!!!!!!!
Talk!!!
Laugh!!
Use phone!!
Save her number rite!?
I stood right there.
In front of euu.
Euu continue to talk.
Smile and laugh to jingwen.
Said never.
Say she anyhow run then take eur form.
Ya I know.
Taking eur attention.
Eunice also.
Anyhow take phone.
Then take eur number.
Then euu also give attention.
Euu will never keep me.
Look at me until siann.
I know.
I very ugly.
I know.
They good in eur career.
Chef.
All FNN.
Ya go.
Byie.
I enough le..
I heart pain le..
I enough of everything..
Enough of crying..
Last two days.
Ytd.
Today.
Everyday I had to cry.
Enough le..
I donwanna cry anymore..
Euu said euu stay back tmr..
I purposly stay back..
Told my team to stay back for training.
Now euu say Not staying.
Euu say things is never real..
I believe in euu..
At the end I ask why lie..
Say joking.
I enough le...
I enough of euu keep making me dying..
I had to cry and cry..
I know..
My tears are nothing to euu..
I know.
I am hurt.
Euu ask me to sayang euu.
I sayang.
Euu scold me..
I enough le..
Maybe euu live in Eunice and jingwen life.
So euu don understand..
The feeling of swallowing tears.
I enough le..
Today..
I tried..
To forgive euu..
I wanted to hug euu when sending home..
Euu just keep rejecting.
Enough..
Really enough..
I hate this...



-Chloe.
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