I hate euu I hate euu I hate euu!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate euu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Exams are coming..
I am not feeling well recently,.
Euu choose to leave me at this time.
Great.
Great.
Totally great.
Ya.
Why I never faint.
Then I faint Liao jiu hugo die.
Ya rite.
I should die.
When euu sick,
I took care of euu.
I do everything to help euu even if euu push me away.
When I sick,
I want eur care.
Euu take care of me one day.
No more.
Wut do euu mean by cant call euu?
I got lots of homework.
Did I even do and ignore euu?
I put euu before studies.
I got nothing more to say.
Know Wut?
I am preparing something for euu.
Now I find it stupid.
Not go out with euu stupid.
Is that euu don even care for me,
I still do so much for Wut.
This is stupid me.
Stupid me will always find something to pay after doing stupid things.
Stupid me will try to cheer euu up when I do wrong things.
Fine.
I am idiot.
Should fuck off from euu when euu told me to.
Donno why the hell I must keep missing euu texting euu when euu ask me to fuck off.
From now on..
I maybe still will text euu.
But I will fuck off from euu.
Exams are coming.
Just let me cry to my sleep.
Each and everyday,
Freaking tired.
Keep freaking tired donno why.
Freaking weak.
Got no money to save.
Donno Wut to do.
Donno why to give birth to that money I planned for my birthday plan to euu.
Don worry,
Eur birthday plan is still on.
I am not heartless.
Just..
Leave me alone.
Let me suffer alone.
I wont do homework le.
Fail jiu fail.
I repeat sec3,
Then it's even further from euu.
Liddat I won't see any girls talking to euu.
Euu'd have more freedom.
Donno Wut more to say.
I am sick and tired of convincing myself.
I believe euu still love me,
I believe euu just too busy that's why I can't feel eur love.
Everytime when I am crying.
I think to myself.
Hubbie is love me de I believe.
Convincing myself that's things aren't true.
Planning to bring euu out,
Hungry Nevermind,
At least just for eur smile.
That rugby shirt,
I already saved,
Who is the one donwan my freaking money?
I donno Wut else to say.
Having headache.
Today keep banging my head.
Freaking pain.
Keep worry exam..
Then worry not enough money for hubbie birthday.
My heart..
Is too weak for hubbie blow.
Far too weak.
Further far too weak.
I got nothing..
Really nothing more to say.




-Chloe.
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