Hubbie..
Monday, October 15, 2012 | 10:42 PM | 0 comments
Today..Result day..
Science..
49/100. :<
Chinese..
66/100 force to drop. :'<
English..
48/120.
Haishh.
Maths.
17/70.
AMaths.
15/70.
Geography.
6/50.
Social studies.
21/50.
Haishh..
Jingwen and Cheryl so happy to drop Chinese..
Haishh..
That means..
Hubbie would have the chance to be same Chinese class as her..
Haishh..
I know..
I can't separate them..
Haishh.,
Happy sleepless nite..
I hate it..
I am sowie..
Really sowie...
I know.,
Hubbie why don love me..
Cos..
I too lousy...
Quarrel also lazy quarrel..
Not donwanna quarrel..
See me Siann..
Play games..
Take that I am transparent..
Nevermind.,
Remember euu ask me about Wut is drift?
That means a distance.
Euu drifted away from me.
Know Wuts that?
The distance between euu and me..
Is greater and greater now..
I tried to catch up in eur steps..
But I can't.
Sowie..
I am too useless.
Sowie.. A lot..
I brought euu troubles..
Sowie.
That's all I can say.
I know. I know.
I am a useless thing.
That's why euu didn't even bother to answer my call,
Hug me just for that second of being close.
Kiss me just for the seek for shutting
me up without me even starting to ask euu to kiss me.
I gave a thought.
Euu love me... Or not?
And euu know Wut?
I didn't know.
Euu said euu loved..
But I felt nothing from euu..
My results..
Euu should be the one that so sure that I am gonna cry.
But I stopped myself..
Only Fiona saw.
I tried to not care..
That's why I wanted to whip the cream to whip off my feelings.
Open the door today.
Euu look and look back to eur com like euu saw Shuharn only.
I wanted to ask me.
I transparent?
Nevermind.
Eur attitude to me change.
Last time at least...
At least euu will look at me.
Today..
Euu didn't..
Euu look at Shuharn,
Back to eur com.
I wanted to ask.
But I just kept quiet.
I don wanna quarrel.
Don wanna quarrel at all.
Not that I am not bother to quarrel.
I can't bother with my feelings anymore.
I hate it.
Even euu wanna treat me liddat.
I tot that Syafikah is my friend,
On my birthday she also forget.
Even I myself also forget.
It just proves how much I am not important.
I die I think nobody would remember the day I dead.
That's about it.
Don wanna talk anymore.
-Chloe.





